From living to existing

From living to existing

Have you ever felt like no one loves you, no one cares about you? I have been depressed a couple years ago. I know many people who were or still are. Mental health is so important, and yet more and more people suffer from it. I wrote this short story to raise awareness. If you are depressed, reach out to someone. If you know someone who is depressed, talk to him or her. A person who sees and tries to understand them, is the best help. Don’t look away. Continue reading “From living to existing”

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Talking to my subconscious mind

Talking to my subconscious mind

Who do you turn to when you feel like there is no way out? When you don’t know what to do? I imagine talking to somebody. Mostly it is the same person. I am not that good at having actual conversations, you might know that already. I prefer writing as I can think more properly about my word choices. However, I also spend lots of time in my mind. Thinking carefully about all potential outcomes makes me feel more confident. I want to be prepared. The question is: do I have to be? Continue reading “Talking to my subconscious mind”

Please don’t hate me

Please don’t hate me

Being bullied in school made me become very careful and cautious of who to trust. People were laughing at my clothes and word choices, my movements and the way I said things. I wanted to hide. I spent more and more time on the computer. I had a website back then, I used ICQ, a messenger client that maybe some of you might remember, and preferred to write to people instead of talking. However, I still often fear potential judgement when interacting with other people. Continue reading “Please don’t hate me”

What I believe

What I believe

Do you believe in God? Or are you a scientist, who only believes in facts and numbers? Are these two entirely contradictory? Faith is very personal. I believe that not only Christians who go to church every Sunday have true faith. It’s about thinking of something that is uncertain, maybe that can never be proven or denied. I hope that one day people can simply respect each other, because on the inside we are all the same. We all have a heart that wants to be loved.

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