Have you ever felt like no one loves you, no one cares about you? I have been depressed a couple years ago. I know many people who were or still are. Mental health is so important, and yet more and more people suffer from it. I wrote this short story to raise awareness. If you are depressed, reach out to someone. If you know someone who is depressed, talk to him or her. A person who sees and tries to understand them, is the best help. Don’t look away. Continue reading “From living to existing”→
Who do you turn to when you feel like there is no way out? When you don’t know what to do? I imagine talking to somebody. Mostly it is the same person. I am not that good at having actual conversations, you might know that already. I prefer writing as I can think more properly about my word choices. However, I also spend lots of time in my mind. Thinking carefully about all potential outcomes makes me feel more confident. I want to be prepared. The question is: do I have to be? Continue reading “Talking to my subconscious mind”→
Being bullied in school made me become very careful and cautious of who to trust. People were laughing at my clothes and word choices, my movements and the way I said things. I wanted to hide. I spent more and more time on the computer. I had a website back then, I used ICQ, a messenger client that maybe some of you might remember, and preferred to write to people instead of talking. However, I still often fear potential judgement when interacting with other people. Continue reading “Please don’t hate me”→
Do you believe in God? Or are you a scientist, who only believes in facts and numbers? Are these two entirely contradictory? Faith is very personal. I believe that not only Christians who go to church every Sunday have true faith. It’s about thinking of something that is uncertain, maybe that can never be proven or denied. I hope that one day people can simply respect each other, because on the inside we are all the same. We all have a heart that wants to be loved.